Today’s post details a little of where we are right now with this journey of infertility and since our last miscarriage in July. A big part of this post is about deciding to let go of a lot of the anger I have held and noticing a major difference this last month. I have started feeling hope again, something that I haven’t felt very much these last few months. Also, it is pregnancy and infant loss month. I am thankful for all of the women who have helped me along this journey thus far and I pray that all women going through a miscarriage will seek to help others going through the same difficult situations. I pray for anyone going through a miscarriage right now and always remember that you aren’t alone. Click here to view full post
Today is shaping up to being a difficult day. I received an email that reminded me i should be in my second trimester of pregnancy right now. Psalm 56: 8, “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” (NLT). Click here to view the post in it’s entirety. Here is an excerpt from today’s post. “Right now I should have a baby in my arms and I should be in my 15th week of pregnancy with Oakley. Some days, today being one of those, these losses feel like my goliath. They feel like something I can’t get past no matter how hard I try. On some days, I feel like I have cried so many tears that there is no way I have any left. I have cried over a loss that happened unexpectedly. I have cried over a loss that I was told would happen. I have cried because someone kindly asks the question, “do you have children.” I have cried because I feel as though my body betrayed me. I have cried from loneliness. I have cried tears of anger. I have cried tears from sheer grief. I have cried from walking into a room that was going to be a nursery. I have cried visualizing the children I will never meet while I am on Earth. I have cried, and I have had many tears fall.”
Today’s post is Day 28 of 31 Days of Courage. The verses we look at are Isaiah 12: 4-6 and I did today a little different. I discussed just a few ways that you can praise God or that I praise God. You can view the whole post by clicking here or by going to my blog and selecting from the menu, Bible Studies, then 31 Days of Courage and scrolling to the bottom where it is titled Day 28. Hope you enjoy!
Today’s post is Day 26 of 31 Days of Courage. This morning has been quite a doozy and this verse serves as a reminder that there is strength and courage for me through Christ. It is a reminder that on the days where everything seems to go wrong, the Devil is simply trying to get me down and with Christ, I can back Him into a corner and be stronger than ever. To read the full post, please click here or go to my blog, Bible Studies, 31 Days of Courage, and scroll to the bottom.
Today’s post is Day 24 of 31 Days of Courage. We are almost to the end and ready to start a new series. Today’s verses are Psalm 28: 6-9 and to me, today is about remembering to praise God, even in the valley’s of life. That is a hard thing to do. I have experienced loss and am currently experiencing infertility. Both of these are things that I feel make it easy to want to be angry at God, but I have instead chosen to see His plan and purposes in both instances. I hope you do to.
To see the post in its entirety, please go to my blog and then to Bible Studies, 31 Days of Courage and today’s post will be at the very bottom. You can also click here. I apologize for my blog’s being spaced out lately. I am having to do the posts on my cell phone which takes a little more time.
Today’s post is Day 19 of our 31 Days of Courage series. The verses focused on are 1 Chronicles 28:20. The main message for today is always remember that God is there for us and that He has all of the courage and strength we need. You can view the post in its entirety by going to my blog and then to Bible Studies and selecting 31 Days of Courage (the newest post will be at the bottom) or by simply clicking here.