Today is shaping up to being a difficult day. I received an email that reminded me i should be in my second trimester of pregnancy right now. Psalm 56: 8, “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” (NLT). Click here to view the post in it’s entirety. Here is an excerpt from today’s post. “Right now I should have a baby in my arms and I should be in my 15th week of pregnancy with Oakley. Some days, today being one of those, these losses feel like my goliath. They feel like something I can’t get past no matter how hard I try. On some days, I feel like I have cried so many tears that there is no way I have any left. I have cried over a loss that happened unexpectedly. I have cried over a loss that I was told would happen. I have cried because someone kindly asks the question, “do you have children.” I have cried because I feel as though my body betrayed me. I have cried from loneliness. I have cried tears of anger. I have cried tears from sheer grief. I have cried from walking into a room that was going to be a nursery. I have cried visualizing the children I will never meet while I am on Earth. I have cried, and I have had many tears fall.”
Today’s post is an update on our journey with infertility. We are currently in the midst of month 29. This was the end of our first month with a new course of action for treatment and we survived Mother’s Day. You can find the entire post by clicking HERE or by going to my blog, Our Journey with Infertility, Month by Month, and TTC: Month 29.
This post is an update to our month 28 post. This post tells where we are in our journey with infertility as well as what treatment plan we are now pursuing. Click this link to view the full post.
Today’s post is part of Our Journey with Infertility is on Month 28 of this journey. Today is one of the more “intense” posts I feel I have posted because this month in particular has been difficult. To read the full post, please click here or go to my blog, Our Journey with Infertility, TTC Month by Month, Month 28.
We are officially in month 27 of our journey with infertility. Today’s post gives an overview of where we are, how we are coping, as well as how our newest treatment plan is going. To read the post in it’s entirety please go to Our Journey with Infertility on my blog, TTC Month by Month and TTC Month 27. You can also click here.
I now have an update for our journey with infertility. This is an update on month 25 and can be found by going to Our Journey with Infertility, then hover over TTC Month 25, and finally choosing TTC Month 25- Update or you can simply click here.