Today is shaping up to being a difficult day. I received an email that reminded me i should be in my second trimester of pregnancy right now. Psalm 56: 8, “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” (NLT). Click here to view the post in it’s entirety. Here is an excerpt from today’s post. “Right now I should have a baby in my arms and I should be in my 15th week of pregnancy with Oakley. Some days, today being one of those, these losses feel like my goliath. They feel like something I can’t get past no matter how hard I try. On some days, I feel like I have cried so many tears that there is no way I have any left. I have cried over a loss that happened unexpectedly. I have cried over a loss that I was told would happen. I have cried because someone kindly asks the question, “do you have children.” I have cried because I feel as though my body betrayed me. I have cried from loneliness. I have cried tears of anger. I have cried tears from sheer grief. I have cried from walking into a room that was going to be a nursery. I have cried visualizing the children I will never meet while I am on Earth. I have cried, and I have had many tears fall.”
A brief exerpt from today’s post: “This past year, there have been days of absolute grief. There have been days where thinking about our loss makes it difficult to get out of bed. There have been days where I was angry at God for taking my baby away. There have been days where I was encouraged by other women going through the same day. There have been days where I felt nothing but pure joy at those few days I had with nothing but pure joy at the knowledge that I was finally pregnant.”. To read today’s post in its entirety, please click here.
Today’s post is an update of my last post in June, our 29th month ttc. This post gives details of learning we were pregnant, some of our pregnancy, and learning we would once again miscarry. This was our second miscarriage in a year. This post is meant to help other women going through a miscarriage to know that they are not alone in what they feel as well as to help me heal and get through this loss. To view the post in it’s entirety, click here. You can also go to sharemygod.wordpress.com then to Our Journey with Infertility, Trying to Conceive Month by Month, Month 29, Month 29 Update.
Today’s post is day 29 of 31 days of Courage. The verses that we look at ar Habakkuk 3: 17-19 and we discuss faith. Particularly faith in hard situations. To view the post, please click here or go to the menu and select Bible Studies, 31 Days of Courage, and then scroll to the bottom where Day 29 is displayed.
Today’s post is Day 23 of our 31 Days of Courage series. The verses focused on are 2 Samuel 22: 31-37. Simply put, these verses can serve as a reminder that God will lead us down the right paths in life, He will shield us from the valley’s in life and the trials we all will go through, and He will give us strength. To view the post in its entirety, please go to my blog and then Bible Studies and 31 Days of Courage (post will be at the bottom of the page) or click here.
Today’s post is Day 19 of our 31 Days of Courage series. The verses focused on are 1 Chronicles 28:20. The main message for today is always remember that God is there for us and that He has all of the courage and strength we need. You can view the post in its entirety by going to my blog and then to Bible Studies and selecting 31 Days of Courage (the newest post will be at the bottom) or by simply clicking here.
Today’s post is day 15 of 31 days of courage and the verses focused on are Philippians 1: 27-30. You can find today’s post under Bible Study’s and then 31 Days of Courage or by clicking here.